Finding Joy in Sharing: Rediscovering My Passion at an Academic Conference

Sharing knowledge has always been a cornerstone of my identity. Whether it's presenting papers, exploring concepts, discussing ideas, or uncovering historical narratives, I feel a deep sense of purpose in passing on what I’ve learned. For many years, I was actively engaged in this passion—until life threw in its share of challenges. Constant movement, career transitions, and financial constraints dimmed my opportunities to participate in the academic world as fully as I wanted to.

My career in academia has often been fulfilling, but it has come with its limitations. As someone in a teaching-focused role, I’ve often had to self-fund my participation at conferences. Except for one instance, attending and presenting at academic gatherings has always been a personal investment. Recently, I experienced this once again when I was invited to present at an international conference in Barcelona. Despite representing my institution, I had to sponsor myself entirely. Yet, I have no regrets.

The conference turned out to be a reinvigorating experience. I was surrounded by like-minded individuals who were generous, caring, and inspiring in their approach to knowledge exchange. I presented my work on 'academic reflections on the pedagogical challenges of online learning'. Though my session was scheduled for the last day—when many participants had already left—I was delighted to see a full house. Not only did I deliver my presentation on time, but the enthusiastic questions and feedback reaffirmed the value of my research.

This wasn’t just another professional engagement—it was a truly joyous moment in my life. It was the happiest I’ve felt in years. The energy of the conference, the warm connections I made, and the affirmations of my work left me elated and deeply fulfilled.

The supportive atmosphere extended to the conference organisers, who ensured everything ran smoothly. It wasn’t just the intellectual engagement that stood out; the setting played its part, too. Held in sunny Spain, the conference offered a refreshing change from the UK’s chilly weather. It was my first time at a beach in three years—a reminder of my years in Australia, where I had lived for nearly a decade. Sharing a table with academics from Australia and New Zealand during the conference dinner, indulging in tapas, and exchanging stories felt like a homecoming of sorts.

This trip was more than just a professional endeavour; it was a much-needed break from the routines of university administration. Teaching and research, once the passions that fuelled my career, have taken a backseat to administrative responsibilities. However, this experience reignited my desire to make them central once again. Whether through exploring opportunities in the industry as a learning and development specialist or seeking independent grants for research, I am determined to find a path that aligns with my passions.

Presenting at the conference reminded me of something I had almost forgotten: my love for public speaking. From childhood competitions to addressing academic audiences, I’ve always found joy in sharing ideas. The experience reassured me that I can still captivate a room, even an unfamiliar one, without the slightest nervousness. It’s a skill I cherish and hope to take further—perhaps to larger audiences, where I can inspire and make a meaningful impact on the world. This journey to Spain reminded me of what I love most: learning, sharing, and connecting with people. It brought a happiness and contentment I haven’t felt in years and was a powerful affirmation that my passions are worth pursuing. Here’s to more opportunities, more conferences, and hopefully, more moments that feel like home.